Secondly, i should bring Maryam and Mardeyah's drawing to somebody experts in psychology studies. Just to have a second opinion on their behaviour. Sebab recently a friend of mine noticed a symptom of dyslexia from her kid's drawing.
It doesnt mean you have a problematic child, when you go and see a psychiatrist. But itulah taboo dalam masyarakat kita, Melayu esp.
No. The drawing is not an issue. Though i noticed that Maryam has starting to draw tear drops in every face she draw. Ok. it is just a drawing. Her creativity. One step ahead, dia dah tau manusia harus ada perasaan. but again, i just need a second opinion. That's it.
You know, im gen-Y. my strength is to find reasons. So, this seems to be an alternative for me to know my children even better. Tak salah.
Kids do well in their school, of course when you are not around, they can do far far better than at home. Believe me, kita macam tak percaya anak kita saaaaangat independent saaaaaaangat behave bila kita takde or bila diorang dengan orang lain.
It's just that, they need our attention. Single attention. Thats why diorang sengaja taknak behave when we are around. After all, kita ni mak bapak diorang kot...takkan dengan org lain diorang nak buat perangai,kan? Of course dgn kita je diorang nak ngada nak manja. sebab kita ni their parents. Sebab tu Allah bagi kita tanggung mereka untuk kita jawab di akhirat sana nanti.
Takut pulak bila fikirkan dosa selama ni. Waktu penat, asyik fikir penat diri sendiri je..without thinking that dalam penat dan payah, setiap tanggungjawab tu ada pahala, subject to kita jalankan dengan penuh rasa ikhlas dan amanah.
Astaghfirullahal azim..
Kids...im sooo sorry for my imperfect parenting style. Im learning. Let me learn to be you most wonderful mother..
Masa korang still babies, mami kadang mintak moga cepatlah kalian besar dan pandai berdikari.
...yes kids, you are a big girl now, think big, act big...you can do anything like an adult
but off all these...
i actually missed the time we were close to each other,
skin contact,
enjoying our precious breastfeeding moment...
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